Please read this if you've thought about committing suicide.
There are many reasons why you would wish to take your life, while possibly not considering that it will cause alot of pain to all who know you. Even now as i write this i can assure you that i know what you may be going through, and that with time, just like how the snow will melt in spring, the birds will start to sing early in the morning, and flowers will slowly grow from underneath the soil, everything that's bad will go away, but not if you do that which has been forbidden, to take your life.
Consider that if i could have eternity to live, and time to get to know each and every single person on this planet, i would like to hear the thoughts, the feelings, and all that which anyone could ever wish to share with me, and the loss throughout the years, takes its toll on all of us, as we all can feel. We strive throughout our days and nights, the difficulties coming, staying for too long with us, but with patience and persistance, know that they will go away, for Allah will not let them get to you, to the fibre of your being, to a human who was born to worship our creator, and to one day use all knowledge, wisdom, and consern derived from our realigion, that which has been given to humanity as a mercy from our God, in order to help out those whome we know, for they are lost without the truth, the one which we hold onto with our lives, that in the end, we must overcome the tempting, evil whispers that Ibliss may throw in our path, and prevail, while fighting throughout our dialy lives.
There is so much beauty in existance, and all too many people getting lost, forgetting our true path, and taking closer things to which we should obstain from having. But what could one man or woman do? What is one more life, taken by its own desire to escape the horrors of this lfie? It is success! It is the Jihad of our lives! It is that which stands up straight against injustice and doesn't fall when pushed or shoved! it is us choosing not to be part of a problem, but the solution!
Tell me what you would desire, something worth the patience, waiting it may take, and the strength you'd have to put up front to make a difference? Think through this, as it does matter, not to only one, but to all of mankind, as we're all brothers, sisters, and we shed tears everytime we lose another person. I know you don't wish to cause pain to others, i know we weren't made to be this way, but we were created with the choice to choose over good and evil, and in order to be able to continue this great fight, we must do anything we can to help out those around us, to realize our path in life is the worship, knowledge, wisdom of our God.
But in the end, will our brothers to go Jenna (heaven), or just Hell? While 1 of us will enter Jenna, 999 of our brothers and our sisters probably will not. But we are still alive, capable of changing things, with the will of Allah, to make a difference, even if it may only be equal to a dot or less, it is progress that we simply should not lose.
I will ask you one last thing. Will you help me make a difference? While i am far from perfect, i try to understand why i did a wrong, and how it happened, so that later i may change it, and improve my very being, for the sake of you, every other person, and Allah !
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A beautiful lecture on Depression Versus Contentment
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